Things have changed, you won't know, not really told people, but me and the boy broke up. It's by far the best thing to have happened and I'm not actually upset about it like that it's just some of the other stuff that is going with it which is making everything so much harder. Be prepared for some very upset posts if this does happen, although if it does happen as quickly as he;s thinking it might not actually be as bad as I think, cos there will be one small advantage to it. Sorry this is so criptic but there's things which I'm not allowed to mention yet but that are bothering me and it's just complicated and rubbish.
Going round to his tonight tho so there will be chatting, but all for the best and he's still ever so important to me and will stay like that just in a slightly different way.
Otherwise things are really good, happy shiny Kirstin is around and I'm away to New Zealand in not too long at all.